1.mysterious house 2.actor crush 3. anarchists love barack obama

1. The mysterious house at the end of my block. I know they have a pond or a lake in the back. It's the kind of day when I want to go swimming. The much older man who lives there has been trying to become a companion of mine in some sort of way for some time, and I finally begin to be nice to him.

2. At a movie. I think one of the characters is cute. Then realize the actor is right beside me in the seats. I'm not shy, I tell him I thought he was the most attractive person in the film. He's shy. But we work it out. ;)

3. At an anarchist function with Russell Crowe and Barack Obama. Anarchists hugging and swarming Obama. I'm in tears.- followed by a performance by Michelle Obama in which she sings...amazingly- and a short film featuring Jackie O.

slab glyph tone tribe ladder, precisely what i needed

1. amongst the other leaders of the tribes. Upon further examination, I can't recall what tribe exactly I represent, but Carol is there representing hers, tall and athletic men representing theirs, all in all about 40 of us. When we look horizontally around us, we're in his bedroom, (though he's not there and isn't expected to be) but when we look at each other or up, we just see sky and other expansive images. in front of us (on his bed) there is a form that reaches up into the sky- so high we can't exactly see the top.  one of us starts climbing it and as he does, the form - a living tree? a mayan clay slab? pushes out rungs for him to step on. they are rungs that if you concentrate on them for too long, they disappear back into the slab. we are all climbing now, and i'm suprised at how adept i am at it. i am looking at the sky most of the time, not thinking very much about the rungs. but suddenly the ladder starts tipping, most of us are near the bottom but the man who started climbing is now at the top, and the ladder starts tipping backwards with the weight of so many of us on the bottom. it's like hinged at the center to something (it is an opaque slab---it's like climbing an extremely steep mountain and then it tips with unequal balances). everyone regroups. we realize that some of us were having a much harder time with the climbing than the others- they don't know where to climb, they don't see any ascending rungs and cling to the ones they're on. i look at the upper right ledge of the slab and i can make out some glyphs- some i don't recognize at all, but one is the glyph for gemini : II and next to it, i see a symbol for a seed syllable (like those used for chakra toning) but it's for gemini and it goes "ah-eee" and as soon as i start toning it, the paths for all of the people and all of the rungs light up and we can all start ascending the slab. we climb in perfect balance and the slab starts tipping again, but this time top first so that all the people on the bottom are raised to the highest peak of this see-saw and the first people wait on the slab until they've all slid down to the other side. 

2. twenty minutes late for work. it's california though, and sunny, so judy doesn't mind too much. she just chuckles at me! i tried to walk my bike home so i wouldn't have to ride it in, but once i'm walking back to work, i realize it was precisely my bicycle i needed in order to get there !

nov. 25 2008