1. oh no! he is cruel to me! i have finished a package, he says it looks terrible. we are all standing around some sort of center for post, alexis even sees it, i attempt to take it in stride, but i am totally destroyed, even with a smile, even with the unspoken pity of those around me!
2. a dream where i observe: a crossdresser whose identity is legitimate and a woman pretending to have the identity of the crossdresser are boarding a greyhound.the bus driver, seeing that the woman looks to be a woman accepts her as the correct choice even though she is the scam artist. the driver kicks the crossdresser off the bus and he is very, very distraught. i go back with him to his place, which is not really his home, his home is elsewhere, in the suburbs, with his wife, but he has a place here in the city where he paints. we go there and he kicks large alluminum forms over. he is a fugitive. he seems comforted by my prescense but i really don't have words for him.
3. i'm dreaming evanne's dream: she's driving with her dad in a sports car, he's going to show her something, a present he's giving her. they are deep in the city. when they get inside, he says 'have at it!' they are half bodies in very crazy unthinkable amazing positions. she slides right in to them and is laughing. she says 'oh this is so great!' one is between two pillars, upsidedown, legs look like an M with the feet pushing against the pillars and the head hanging down beneath...
4. i've arrived, i'm here, i text message evanne. i'm in a place that's simultaneously new york, san francisco, and seattle.
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