1. breaking and entering 2. filming with the former dom 3. segway into the timeless country

1.   Another house at the end of the cul de sac. I am with people I respect deeply, but they are all my peers. We don't knock. I don't know who lives there, but it is a house that seems to be like crafted by an artisan who does a major amount of welding. He comes home right as Liz and I are trying to leave. We're caught and he cares, but it's not a big deal. We talk about how beautiful his home is. He's a lot like God if God didn't laugh very much.

2.  I wasn't a likely choice for the film, but they've given me a spot anyway on film project with a traveling cabaret that is doing some more-like sex work video thing. I'm nervous because although she was beautiful, at first I wasn't exactly attracted to the woman who I was supposed to do my scene with, but then right as we touched it became a much more emotionally charged connection. I felt like I had been dosed and was feeling like being a very magnanimous top. She asked that I be a little softer when I swatted her and i did, but i couldn't tell if i got i completely right. Our roles were rather unusual, i think she was very used to being dominant in sex or life in general. I started to lift her up and we were in a funny balancing-act kind of position to which she replied "we can have really adorable sex!"

3. I moved to the south side of olympia again- i think with the man who welds. there's only one bus that goes out directly that way and i saw it leaving from the station when i was downtown but i was determined to catch it from the road. i was running for a long while. the cityscape started shifting around me and under my feet into bright green grass and new asphalt and then as i rounded a corner i found myself in a totally rural place with a barely paved road. i looked around, the sky cloudy. the bus stop was right in front of a building with worn off paint, a humble structure. i mean, it looked sound, but rustic. i was remembering waiting at the bus stop countless times, feeling completely comfortable there.( actually this bus stop is in my dream style of the 'timeless country' ) the bus didn't seem to be coming but i wasn't even really considering the bus anymore. (once i get to the timeless country/city all my objectives change) I felt like i had officially entered the journey i was really supposed to be engaged with.